Osman 2012-yili 6-ayning 4-kuni US Washingitun
Holdir afandim Sizga malumki Man 2004-yili 3-ayning 29-kunisi Amerikigha yitip kaldim,Washingitun Ayriportta aldimgha chiqip kutivalghan Omar Qanatni tunji korgunimda U bishini lingshitip Biz bak aldirap kattuq dap qattiq ichiga hasrat chakkan halda naraziliq buldurup ranjigandak qilghan bilan Oyga yitip kiliplaki hapta on kun arliq vaqit otmay Mini ashaddi Dushman qatargha chiqirip qarshiliq harkatka otkandin tartip taki shu yilisi 5-ayning 28-kuni otkuzulgan Uaa saylam yighini kunisi Mini kozur qilip ochuq ashkara al yurtqa yaman korsutup korash obuktisiga tutup bargandin bashlap yighin ayaqlashqandin kiyin Madan ikkisi oxshimighan mudda maxsatta Oz karamatlirini korsutup birsi Mini Xaliq Dushmini orunda korup qahri zaharlikini chichip ochuq ashkara och ilishqa otkan bolsa yani birsi Mini Oz iradisiga boysundurush uchun ishlatmigan turluk hilimikir oyunliri qalmidi,garchan Man yingi yitip kalgan chighimda bu ikkilisining salaytida bir qandaq masila bar ikanlikiga gumani koz qarishim payda bolghan bolsammu amma masilning haqiqi mahyitini chushunup yitip toghra hokum chiqirvalalishimgha asasim yitarsiz idi,chunki Man Ularning nima mudda maxsatta Manga yamanliq gharaz payda bolghanliqidin qilcha xavirim yoq idi,paqatlaki parast qilip yitaliginim bu ikkilisi Mini Chughluqtin kongul uzalmidi dap ajaplinip qattiq narazi bolup qarshi maydan tutqanliqini his qildim yani Man Xitay taripidin tutqunluqqa ilinghan chighimda ixtiyarsiz masilning yuz bargan savabini Chughluqning javapkarlikiga qaratqanliqim uchun darhal qoyup berilganligim amma Xitay turmisidin saqsalamat qutulup chiqqandin kiyin Chughluqqa ugalliq bolmusun dap oylap Akam Man uchun kachurum sorighan ikan ,likin buchaghda Omar Qanat bilan Madan ikkisi alli burun Chughluqni javapkarlikka tartip Mini gharazlik Xitay dayirliriga tutup bargan dap ghavgha koturup Uning arqisida turup qollap bargan Dolqun Qanbiri ustidin qarshi harkat qozghughaliqi malum,kiyin Man Chughluqtin kachurum sorighanliqim savaplik Omar Qanatni mat qilip qoyghan bolghachqa U Miningdin ranjip bak aldiraqsanliq qilduq dap yamanlighanliqi ustiga Man yitip kilipmu yani Chughluqtin kongul uzalmiganligim Omar Qanatning idiyasidin otmay turghan paytida Madanning ghayri niyat maxsatliri ashkarlinip Oz aldigha Musani chaqirtip kilip Qoy soyup kilishka yardamliship berishi uchun Omar Qanatqa qotup qoyghanliqi Uning tiximu guman koz qarishini ashurup masilni murakkap chushunushka majborlidi,shunung bilan U Miningdin xata gumanlinip Madanga baghlap turup korash tigh uchini qaritip qarshi harkatka otti,amalyatta bolsa Man yaki Madan Yaki Musa bu ikki shaxsining salayti bilan hichqandaq alaqam yoq bilmayman hatta Musani Man omurumda korgam amas.
Man aldin korsutup otkandak Amerikigha kilishtin burun Ozumning Tarixta uchuratqan pajaliklirimni mushu yardin korulup qilishini hich zaman oylighan amasman, hamda bu yarning Vaziyiti putunlay Mining masilamni chordigan halda korash dolquni qozghalghanliqidin qilcha xavirim yoq, Normal axval astida Omar Qanatning Manga orunsiz yaman koz bilan qarash yoli yoq chunki Man Chughluqnung chaqirtish avatkanliki uchun kaldim zadi nima axval yuz barganlikini shunung Ozidin anglap masila igallap yatmigim zururyat va haqqim bar , Undaq bolghan ikan Omar Qanat nima uchun qarshiliq qilidu? Savabi U buyarning Vaziyitini yaxshi chushunidu,Parxat Paxlanning gharazlik Chughluq bilan yoshurun alaqa munasibat qurghanliqini korup yatkan hamt Ularning salaytida eghir masila bar ikanlikni chushinidu, Uning kallisini qaymuqturup Dolqun Qanbiriga qarshiliq qoyghan kishi dal Madan bilan Uning arqisida turup bu Suyqastni pilanlighuchi Rishat Abbas bolidu, maxsat Mining masilamni bana qilip turup Omar Qanat bashliq hammimizni bir paxtakta yiqitip Ozlurining kalgusida ishlimakchi bolghan yingi Suyqast pilan harkatliriga tosqunluq qilidighan qarshi amillarni tazlap yoqutush mana bu Rishat Abbas gurohining Tarixta aldin salghan qiltaqi bolup mayli Man bolay yaki Omar Qanat bolsun har ikkilimizni Madan bilan Chughluq ikkisining qoli bilan yasighan tozghaq suyqasti bolidu, maxsat mushundaq qilish arqiliq korash nishansini burmulap Mini Chughluqtin tamaman ayrip tashlap Oz jinayatlirining qurbanigha tutup berish bilan birga yani Omar Qanat va Dolqun Qanbiri ikkisini kalla soqushturup qarshiliqqa qoyush arqiliq Oz pilan gharazliriga ongushluq yitivilishni kozluganliki kiyin ashkarlandi,dimak mushu maxsatka yitish uchun Man Beijingdin Amerikigha kilish viyzisini achturup bolup Urumchiga qaytip kalgan hamat Xitay dayirliri taripidin qolgha ilinghanliqimning asasi savabi bolup koruldi,dimak bu hargizmu tasadipiliqtin yuz bargan vaqa bolmastin aksincha pilanliq orunlashturghan jinayat harkat ikanlikida qilcha shak yoq, kiyin igallap yatkan ishanchilik malumatlirim shuni ispatlap bardiki aslida Rishat Abbasning bu pilan harkatlarni amalga ashurushta Qazaqistan hokumat dayirliri yiqindin hamkarlashqanliqini korup yattim.( bu haqqida Kiyin ayrim chushandurush beriman)