与贱狗的控制与反控制 Control and anti-control activities between me and |
Since we all choose to start my computer from a re-installationwith a ghost image,we both have a lot of things to do everytime Istart my cmputer, more and more control and anti-control activitiestaken placed.
Actually I have some pity on him, since I am a quite hard-workingpeople and I worked on net for over ten hours yesterday, he had tofollow me. When I was listening to Beethoven, Chopin, Dvorak andworking on net until half past 11 pm, he might be exhausted andjust made a lot of noise on my walls. I was sorry for that. Theymaynot find any watched people as violate as me. But I couldn'thelp with it since he was doing such a god-damned cheap job aswatching and disturbing the citizens haven't done anything whichwas ilegal.
Even if I am quite a criminal who deserve all these, what is theguilt of a 9-year-old little boy? They watch him and disturb himeeveryday. He cannot concentrate with his study and get no goodsleep everyday. Do all these people have any conscious of loyaltyor moral in heart?
I am OK with anything that happen to myself. After ten long yearsof being watched and disturbed everydat, I have the strongestnerves. No any noise or feeling-transmission-device will work onme, let alone any frightened word.
I know they want to stop me from finding any economic resource likejob or any thing likely. But I am not worried now, not about myfuture, not about money, not about my career. I just want to dowhat I should do and have to do quitely. I will put all thosethings to the hand of god. Let him to take care of my result.
I am not angry any longer, but work everyday peacefully. I willaccept my fate, but not without any strugle.
I just work hard everyday and let the god to take care of the rest