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·自序——我为什么要写这本书
第一部 隔世为人
·楔 子
·第一章 信仰的迷雾
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第二部 镇压
·第一章 嫉妒之火
·第二章 大规模逮捕
·第三章 小我到大法
第三部 三进拘留所
·第一章 我不入地狱谁入
·第二章 让生命在正法中辉煌
·第三章 众生皆有佛性
·第四章 箭射出再画靶心
第四部 劳教血泪
·第一章 人间地狱
·第二章 移监天堂河
·第三章 危险时刻
·第四章 转化
·第五章 惊涛骇浪
·第六章 强制改变不了人心
第五部 流亡
·第一章 揭发真相
·第二章 神圣使命
·后记 ——我还想说什么
·跋-至誠大勇 證道真善忍──《靜水流深》出版的意義與期望
·附 法轮功大事记
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·如果我能够
·苏震西的三大错误
·李祥春,我向你脱帽致敬
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·海外北大学子告同胞书
·今夜我不能安睡
·谁是当今最大的强奸犯与毒贩子?
·师尊的慈泪——为2003全澳法轮大法心得交流会在墨尔本召开而作
·华人世界的悲哀 华人世界的幸运
·论镇压法轮功的完全彻底非法性
·“天安门自焚”大惨案
·【红朝谎言征文】非凡的女儿
·北京人有什么话不敢说?──向勇敢的杜导斌致敬
·童话:美梦成真
·一封家书——致女儿
·致MOON——贺女儿十一岁生日
·李登輝顛覆印象記
·在天地动容的那天,我为你深深祝福----答杨银波公开信
·我的经历及思考
·神童女兒 平常心(之一)
·神童女兒 平常心(二)
·神童女兒 平常心(之三)
·我们能为这些非法轮功做点甚么?
·声明退党 做个明明白白的中国人
·《九评》与道解共产党-在墨尔本《九评共产党》研讨会上的发言
·致张林之妻方草
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·方劲武麻烦大了
·與黃若先生商榷—兼談法輪功為何「動不動就報怨被『歧視』」
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·我为什么以“静水流深”为书名
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·勿為私下的行為而公開地哀痛
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·李敖可别“一语成谶”
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·论言论自由、新闻管制及中国人民的对策——在亚太地区作家网成立大会上的发言
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·中共发布《重大动物疫情应急条例》意味着什么?
·Speech on the Chinese Democratic Movement Conference in Canberra
·New Era approaches amidst the echo of History
·Raising a “Child Prodigy” with an Ordinary Mindset
·在堪培拉中國民主運動新聞發佈會上的發言
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·诉江泽民、罗干、周永康、刘京及610办公室迫害法轮功控诉辞(一)
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·Observing a Hero Up Close
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·维权绝食与六四学生绝食有何不同?
·我的絕食聲明
·致北京司法局-为什么迫害高智晟?
·我们确有“安全的”维权途径!
·绝食那天,精彩叠起!
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女兒語錄(14)Quote of My Daughter(14)

   By the time of my release from the camp my daughter was eight-and-a-half. I was lucky to be alive at all after narrowly escaping certain death. A few days later, I found a note on the table in my daughter's handwriting. She had written, “Mom, I advise you to stop practicing Falun Gong. Please take a look at this book.”
   Her school teacher had given her a book that described Falun Gong practitioners as murderers and psychopaths. I tried to explain to her that I was a good person, and that the book had been fabricated and was full of lies.
   But she interrupted and shouted desperately at me, “I know you are a good person! But the television says Falun Gong practitioners are bad people! I don't know who to believe!”
   Her dark, sorrowful eyes were sad and she looked like someone who had already gone through too much in life.
   My heart felt a stabbing pain. I wondered how much this young life had endured during my absence? How much had her young heart been hurt? How did she respond when her teachers and school friends asked where her mother was? What other torment did she suffer during my absence? It hurt me to watch her trying to choose who to believe among her teacher, the media, those around her, and her own mother.


   I had to tell her about many things that I would not normally discuss with such a young child: the Cultural Revolution, President Liu Shaoqi, who was killed during the Cultural Revolution, and the 1989 Tiananmen Square Massacre. Although these happenings were very brutal, there was no other way to confront the lies, and convince her to believe me and love me again.
   A few days later, she nodded her head knowingly while telling me what she had discovered. “It seems that whoever is in power stirs up something: Mao Zedong had the Cultural Revolution; Deng Xiaoping had the Tian'anmen Square Massacre; and Jiang Zemin has the persecution of Falun Gong.”
   女兒八歲半時,我九死一生從勞教所里熬了出來。幾天後我看見桌上有張紙條,上面是女兒的筆跡:「媽媽,我建議你別煉法輪功了。請看這本書。」
   「這本書」是學校老師發給她的,裡面將煉法輪功的都說成了殺人狂或神經病。我找到女兒試圖告訴她這本書都是造謠,媽媽是個好人。
   她打斷了我的話,絕望地向我喊道:「我知道媽媽是好人!可電視里說煉法輪功的都是壞人!我不知道該相信誰!……」她黑葡萄般的杏眼里,除了絕望外,更多的是飽經滄桑……
   我的心象刀割一樣地疼。她才八歲!……我不在家的日子里,她小小的心靈經受了多少?當老師、同學問起她的母親在哪裡時她說什麼?在學校、老師、電視、報紙、書本和母親之間,她相信誰?……
   我被迫給她講了很多我原本不愿講給她的事情:文化大革命、劉少奇、老舍、張志新,還有六四。這樣的真實雖然對於整個民族來說都過於沉重和殘酷,但卻很可能是對付謊言的唯一辦法;再說一個孩子最需要的是能夠愛自己的母親。
   幾天以後她搖頭晃腦地總結道:「看來呀,誰都得有點事兒。毛澤東吧,有個文化大革命;鄧小平有個六四;江澤民就有個(鎮壓)法輪功。」
(2017/02/17 发表)
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