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All pieces have fallen into places. 疑团基本解开了
Tuesday, 3. April 2007, 03:34:23
I have been thinking about this for over ten years.
For more than a decade, wherever I went there will be a group ofpeople around me showing their unfriendly emotion to me. Whichevercompany I was in, more and more colleague are against me in everyespect, even those completely had nothing to do with me. I was toldin every company I worked for that some of the colleague kepttelling forged bad words about me to every people. Enemies werebuilt up among me so that I would have to leave in maybe two orthree years. I had moved to live in four different places for thisperiod. Wherever I lived, people around me were againse me becauseof various meaningless reasons. For instance, some of theneighbours kept complaining about the volume when I watched TV orlistening musice. When I got home unexpectedly, I just found theyplayed their TV or HiFi with much louder sound than mine. This wasjust radiculous. And there were so many these kinds of thingshappened with me. I just found people hated me without anyreasonable reason, or by purpose.
For long years I had regarded that all these were because of myfault. Therefore I tried a lot of works to make myself better. Ilearnt a lot, read a lot and worked very hard every day merely tomake myself better. But time after time these just happenedrepeatedly.
I could not get enough every night because of their work. I got alot of pain or illness because of their work. My little boy alsogot in plenty trouble because of their work. I realized all thesein less than one year. On my last job, plenty bad words were spreadamong my colleague. My desktop are shared to lots of colleague, myprivacy are opened to almost every people. My boss just asked mewho was against me to do all these. He had to ask me to leave evenwhen he admitted that I just devote a lot to the company. He didgive me an outstanding appraisal at the end of the year and apromotion. Also my ex-wife left me because she was afraid ofsomething she dared not to tell me.
There has to be a group of people are always against me, for aperiod of more than ten years.
I realized this. But why? For what kind of reason quite a group ofpeople spend plenty of money and resource on me? And also on mylittle boy? And also on my old mother ten years ago? She told methat quite some people were against the family. At that time shewas at her last period of time suffering lung cancer. It wasmiserable for her to worry about her children. She was in goodhealth when there was a health check financed by her working unit.And after just less than a year she was dead of cancer.
After I left the house we bought to my ex-wife and moved out. Overten people were around me, working on me. My computer is hacked bya remote control. I am sure of it since I have been working with aPC for almost twenty years. I worked out the management programsfor several companies I worked for. I am almost an expert on this.And I have to fight them everyday to have my PC works. Theneighbour around me don't work everyday, but stay at home with me.They never go to bed before me. Wherever I go, there are somepeople follow me. They want to blame all these to the formercompany I worked for. They pretend to work for that company. But Iam sure that is never possible.
They use over ten kinds of means to disturb my life, to frightenme. After I opened this blog, whenever I am on the internet, tensof people pretend to my net friend to chat with me by use of aninstant messenger software named QQ.
The only reasonable explanation to all these is: This is a kind ofexperiment.
I know it for sure. And I got some secret information from somecountable resources. It is.
It is a very long term experiment on people reaction based on lotsof condition put to his life.
They began to do this a decade ago, with one family people agree tothis. But he is not entitled to do this on behalf of us.
They are afraid of going publc so they tried a hundred of method tostop me from doing this. Becase this is completely illegal. They doknow.
They know that any kind of their mean doesn't work on me at all.And they are trying on my little boy now.
What they know for sure that will work on me is to cut my economicresource. They prevent me from finding a job. For several times Inegotiated a job opportunity and almost succeed. The chances justdied unreasonably. I know they did a good job because of thedepartmet they work for.
There are some business inviations offered to me. But I know theseare their bait. They want to waste all my money in one time then Iwould have nowhere to go, but to kneel down to them. Then they maycarry on their experiment, maybe on thousands of people,also on mydearest son.
They scold me of acting badly for these years through some means.That is nonsense. That is like some robbers robberig a bank anddemand all the victums to be kindly stand still and let them dowhatever they want.
What I want to do is to make all these go publc. With my money Ican still hold on for a year. I will this whole year to make thisnews spread to the whole globe.
I know the risk I take to do this. I maybe damaged at some point.Then let me just devote myself. Suggest there is a invasion to myhomeland, I know I will surely fight it. I will lead an army tofight to my dead.
I am devoted now. If this is the last year of the torch of my life,let me burn it.
I am devoted to god, to people I love