My choice maybe |
Quite some friends persuaded me to give up, by whatever kind ofpurpose. It was what I said that I had not the choice to stop ornot. I had not choice but to fight the beasts.Actually I do knowthat I have.Like the other people of the family, live a life underof the willing of those cheap beasts everyday.No TV or Hifi everyday, or with the lowest volume that I can hardly hear the sound.Talk with the lowest volume. No political topic can be talkedabout. Or talk about it with all opinion they like.
To say it in one word, just do whatever they like, according totheir willing. This should what their xperiemnt for, try a lot ofmethods (however cheap or mean they are) to control people's life.Once you obey their order, they will do nothing to harm you.Therefore the whole family is completely OK without me. With myability, I can live a very good life under this. As I said before,some weeks ago a general manager of a big electronic company calledme in person and invited me to be the logistics director. Thepayment was very good. I can live a life with a big house and carand almost anything I need. I am an MBA and I had been logisticsmanagers to some very big companies for almost ten years. A decentlife is easily achievable for me.But to me, this is not a life ofhuman, but a lfie of a dog.What about my dignity? my right? myfreedom?
A friend of mine said to me: just look down yourself, you canaccept anything.
But no, this is not the type of life I want or I can live. I am tooproud to live that kind of life.
In my house, I should be free to do anything I like, talk aboutanything I like. No matter how cheap or powerful they are, theycan't take away my dignity.
Since this is their experiment, it should have been applied to tensof thousands of people. Maybe my choise is the only one.
So try it. This should be their experiment that is still going on.Come and put whatever condition is it. I will fight. This is thecondition too, right?
Did you cheap beasts ever think about death or risking of theobject's life?
This maybe the first time. I think there will be more and more. It has to be