生活仍然在继续 Life is just going on |
Friday, 23. March 2007, 03:59:4
Whenever there are thunders and flashes or a clear sky, life isjust going on. Beneath the peaceful days, maybe there are streamsunder. I make it just another day, working without payment orsupervision.
Still working on the net while being watched and tried anything tostop me, all these are my part of my daily life now.
They have switched their main point to my son.
Some friend asked me wether I imagine my story out. Am I toosensative? I understand their point. Actually if all these haven'thappened on me, I would not believe it mostly. Thanks a lot fortheir believing me not creating the whole story. At least theytrust me.
If I should be trusted, it is simple to explain all that then. Thepainful waist which tortured me for ten years and costed me overten thousand in varous hospitals, should not be cured in tenminutes when I just put some pain on the other parts of my ownbody. The pain with my throad, lasted over ten years and alsocosted me quite a lot of money, should not be cured easily with thesame method and never happen again. I might have taken a ton ofchinese herbal medicine to deal with my painful throat. How can itbe so easy to be cured if it is a natural one?
They are transferring their point to my son, might because alltheir means can do nothing on me now, might be that was startedlong ago and never stopped, or might be they want to scare me andput a stop to my movements on the net.
Then I can not stop more over. I can not just sit besides and seeall these happen to my dearest son. Never.
I would rather sacrify my own life for that risk.
I decided thatt I may just live for the people I love now and ever.