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·这是电脑的后门吗?
·直到真相大白,一切无愧于心
·我的简介
·天理何在?人性何在? Where is the human heart?
·亮剑
·十二月党人
·般若波罗蜜多心经
·我生平最喜欢的两首苏词
·不要给贪官污吏利用来做国有资产流失谋利的借口
·我回来了
·也许是时间为相关单位唱挽歌了
·我的儿子病了
·最卑劣的人类-所谓相关单位
·我们平时称之为"贱狗"
·我的心态的转变
·我的策略
·贱狗们的电脑入侵技术
·他们的另一种利器-声音
·致各位网友
·来自网友的鼓励
·更多关于“贱狗”的观感
·好久没有上来了
·与贱狗的控制与反控制 Control and anti-control activities between me and
·我的博客的统计 The statistics of the visitors to my blog
·实在无法明白 I can never understand this
·我还是上来了,还是喜欢做什么就做什么. I can still go up here and do whate
·实在无法明白 I can never understand this
·来吧,我也红了眼了 Come on, you guys. I am ready.
·这两天的工作 What I am doning for these two days.
·效泼皮所为 Acting as rascals.
·今天我大获全胜 I win today
·I am still alive to this blog. 对于这个博客来说,我还活着
·Did I break the law? 我犯法了吗?
·Still the struglling on internet 仍然在互联网上纠缠
·生活仍然在继续 Life is just going on
·对事实真相的推测
·一件奇怪的事情 Something very strange
·It is quite funny 挺滑稽的
·The interactive is almost open 互动几乎公开化了
·ACPI-compliance added to the PC in netbar 网吧的电脑被装上了ACPI-complia
·They turn back to old strategy again 他们又回到老路上去了
·Brief introduction to myself. 我的简介
·Letter to Dell 给戴尔的信
·Although facing great pressure from cheap beasts, I feel it just another
·It seems a long march to go, but it had been started.路漫漫其修远兮
·一副对子
·My choice maybe
·岁寒三友
·梁启超谈佛
·可以自动翻译的网页 The translation can be done automatically in this add
·My little son had to go to the hospital last night. 昨晚我儿子被迫去医院
·I have been blocked from two of my blogs for a month.
·民主决定品质
·This is a funny morning.
·佛偈一首
·我从被屏蔽的博客里面抢救回来的旧文章--我从中找到了许多的乐趣
·抢救回来的旧文章--降低我的效率
·抢救回来的文章-这几天没有跟贴了
·抢救回来的文章-交手的不断进行
·抢救回来的旧文章-好久没有上来了
·用Google translate翻译出来的主文章
·用Google来翻译的原因
·This is just another day again
·一群装腔作势的废物
·I was invited to be the chief operational office by a subsidiary of a multi-national company
·Are these all my imagination?这些都是我的想象吗?
·It is funny that the pc in the the netbar are reinstalled twice
·熊培云:黑窑与装甲车考验国人的想像力 南方新闻网
·我的工作又没了 I lost another job opportunity again
·又见了一份不错的工作
·面对逆境,我坦然
·一个网友的说辞
·举报网站一直不能打开
·读《容斋随笔》一则有感
·可笑的事情又发生了
·Document rescued from blocked blog--谢谢你们
·读《随园诗话》有感
·Document rescued from blocked blog--其实两年前我就发觉有人入侵
·俞可平:民主是个好东西
·文摘并评论:景凯旋-让公众说错话,天不会塌下来
·我的博客My blogs
·Recovered document from blocked blog从被封的博客救回来的文章
·读《曾国藩家书》一则
·救回来的文章-宛如惊弓之鸟的贱狗 Those cheap dogs are like birds which ha
·救回来的文章-贱狗们实在害怕我上QQ
·救回来的文章-似乎公开化了
·救回来的文章-我用的火狐
·救回来的文章--青山遮不住,毕竟东流去
·救回来的文章-我又能够上来了,用的是我自己的电脑
·抢救回来的文章--今天用上USB 的即插即用虚拟键盘和鼠标
·抢救回来的文章-贱狗的电脑技术
·抢救回来的关键文章Rescued article--All pieces have fallen into places.
·救回来的文章--talked with my son for three hours on Saturday. 周六我跟儿
·房产的黑幕!绝妙的文章(ZT)
·救回来的文章-贱狗的百般相逼
·救回来的文章-贱狗的百般相逼
·盛世诤言2
·救回来的文章--看大卫牙擦骚
·救回来的文章--看大卫牙擦骚
·救回来的文章--把所有的责任都推给社会
·抢救回来的文章--网络的力量
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生活仍然在继续 Life is just going on

   Friday, 23. March 2007, 03:59:4
   无论是雷鸣电闪还是风和日丽,是晴空万里或是云飞满天,生活仍然在继续着.表面的平静也许深藏着暗涌,所以,我只以平常心待之,心平气和,波澜不兴.不过工作也还是在继续,即使没有人督促,也没有报酬.
   依旧是上网做事情,依旧是时刻面对伺机暗算,这一切已经成为我的生活习惯,没有惊,也没有喜.如同吃饭、睡觉一般,一般生活琐事而已,不足萦怀。
   他们的工作重点有点转向我的儿子,也许我儿子确实患有一点抽动症,也许根本就是捏造出来的,象我的锥间盘突出一样。
   有朋友问我,会不会是你太敏感了?言下之意,是不是你的臆想?我很理解,如果这一切没有发生在我自己身上,我贷半是不肯相信的。谢谢朋友仍然有所疑问,至少她们还没有把我看成疯子或者白痴,至少她们还相信我这个人,因为我这个个人她们才会至少半信半疑。

   既然我这个个人还是可以相信的,解释起来就简单了。折磨了我十年的腰痛,曾经花费了我过万的医治费用,如果是真的,难道会因为我自己掐我自己的身体后,就完全不药而愈?还有痛了十年的喉咙,每天吃解毒丸喝凉茶象吃饭喝开水一样,我整整吃了十年,如果是真的,难道会因为我自己掐自己又完全好了,而且完试万灵?
   他们现在把目标转向我儿子,也许是因为对我而云这一切都已经毫无作用了,以后也绝不会起半点作用。也许是想恐吓我,希望我停止目前的活动。也许根本从一开始就没有停过,只是我最近才开始同我儿子在这方面的沟通。也许吧,这也是我能够坚持做下来的重要原因,也许是最重要的。
   Whenever there are thunders and flashes or a clear sky, life isjust going on. Beneath the peaceful days, maybe there are streamsunder. I make it just another day, working without payment orsupervision.
   Still working on the net while being watched and tried anything tostop me, all these are my part of my daily life now.
   They have switched their main point to my son.
   Some friend asked me wether I imagine my story out. Am I toosensative? I understand their point. Actually if all these haven'thappened on me, I would not believe it mostly. Thanks a lot fortheir believing me not creating the whole story. At least theytrust me.
   If I should be trusted, it is simple to explain all that then. Thepainful waist which tortured me for ten years and costed me overten thousand in varous hospitals, should not be cured in tenminutes when I just put some pain on the other parts of my ownbody. The pain with my throad, lasted over ten years and alsocosted me quite a lot of money, should not be cured easily with thesame method and never happen again. I might have taken a ton ofchinese herbal medicine to deal with my painful throat. How can itbe so easy to be cured if it is a natural one?
   They are transferring their point to my son, might because alltheir means can do nothing on me now, might be that was startedlong ago and never stopped, or might be they want to scare me andput a stop to my movements on the net.
   Then I can not stop more over. I can not just sit besides and seeall these happen to my dearest son. Never.
   I would rather sacrify my own life for that risk.
   I decided thatt I may just live for the people I love now and ever.

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